He was the perfect guy that made me special, I thought.

He takes home the only girl I ever been afraid of and let her sleep over. One day after that we had talk about us two. When I think about it, did he sad that he was busy all the weekend, was everythin already decided? Before we had been talking? Or am I wrong ?

I do really need somewhere to write down my feelings so I'm using my blog. I do write on English because I can.